It’s a slow morning
The energy has been making its way back
I’m not sure when I’ll be at 100
For now, I’m happy to be upright and mobile.
My achy left and crackly right push across the keys.
The dehumidifier quietly plies its trade, the birds outside the window are not nearly as active as they were this morning
And my afternoon brain is not nearly as active as it was this morning
Bird brain, eh.
The sounds of construction continue unabated
A lone dog growls and barks
The frogs in the local pond sing to me
Get to work
We’re busy over here
I remember to step outside of my Magic Picture Box to be a parent and ask down the stairs
R, are you in your zoom?
Yup
S, did you get started?
Not yet
Ok, get to it in the next break please.
They’re doing okay, honestly. Often I feel like they’re better at this than I am. Young, malleable cortexes, all synapses firing, all the time, making sense of what to me still so often feels foreign.
And if they’re okay, then there’s nothing left for me, except being left to write.
So I start
From left to right
With my left, and my right
Until there’s no more write left.
I can feel the essence of needing to but not being able to. I am finding that I must really pay attention to inspirations throughout the day for me to have a decent piece. I find that I write best when my pieces are attached to strong emotions and that I have to write for myself first.Love this line “I remember to step outside of my Magic Picture Box to be a parent and ask down the stairs” Duality. Thanks for slicing.
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I had a colleague who referred to devices as magic picture boxes to kids and have yet to find a better descriptor. ;0
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“The energy has been making its way back …”
Hope it fills (or filled) your day.
Kevin
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That’s the attitude of champions. Champions don’t give up. They pick up and slowly get back in the game of life. I’m so glad you are better and are gaining momentum. Left to right – keep on writing!
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Hope that energy comes back stronger each day! Sounds like you are making it work.
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I love your play with left-right-left-write. I wish I had thought of that!
I can also identify with that achy creaky sense that comes with mornings, or just plain whenever. Your quote about just being “happy to be upright and mobile” reminds me of a song lyric that’s basically like, “I know it’ll be a good day if I look in the obituaries and I’m not in ’em.”
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Ha! There’s so much to love in that obituaries line. 🙂
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You’ve captured zoom fatigue well. The descriptions captured by your senses meant I was right there with you. I, too, loved the play on left-right-left-write. Hope your energy levels come back soon!
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Such careful word choice. I had to reread today to really appreciate it!
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