In Stead

We move, often, through this world,

woefully unaware

that we are passing it by.

Take a seat

No work today?

My team sent me home, not well. I’ll stay over here and keep my mask on

He is a craftsman, honing his work and art for years.

He cradles my broken screen and gently removes the backing case. Nimbly inserts the fine tool and cleans the speaker and charging port.

100% present and invested in his task. A model for all of us.

be present

he says to me

be well.

Why do we get distracted

And what do we miss

Life? Passing by?

This thought enters,

so, I slow myself down.

Where normally I’d be scrolling the latest hockey news

Tut tut, can’t scroll mindlessly on your phone if he’s fixing your phone

Checkmate, o mindless one.

So,

instead,

I listen

to the animated conversation from the men next door. Do my best to parse the flow of their words,

once jumbled, now pull themselves apart. I can track sounds and tones, but clear meaning still eludes me. Progress, though.

They are friends, this much is clear. This is one chat nestled within thousands of others, a familiarity and brotherhood in their tone.

Instead,

I look up

and out

Motorbikes cruise, but they are not urgent. Their pace is leisurely.

The single tree framed by the doorway perches, 70 degrees, dancing in the breeze.

I take solace in the movement of leaves.

It’s alright

They whisper

This too shall pass

We’ve gotten in the habit of asking ourselves, will this matter in 6 months?

And the answer, most always, is no.

So with this in mind, I take a beat

and

instead,

watch the world pass me by



Published by Radutti

Teaching in Ha Noi, screwing things up daily but surviving to write about it. ...everything's perfectly all right now. We're fine. We're all fine here now, thank you. How are you?

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