The morning has flown by, somehow
There’s always another thing to do, and the decision fatigue being a teacher is real
We’ve shifted into a new unit of study, and with it comes both novelty (which the brain likes) and a transition, a lack of ritual (which the brain does not).
I’m leaning through a few different possible ideas for lessons with my co-teacher, when she notices the clock.
Lunchtime, D
OK Em
When she first started with us, our other colleague warned her about my proclivity to ‘not’ take care of myself
And in her gentle reminder, just two words, my work sister reminds me she cares.
She sneaks out of the room with a bright smile, and I’m alone for a moment.
I realize it’s the first time I’ve really caught my breath today.
I let out a deep, heavy sigh
The endless nature of this life we’ve chosen, this limitless profession, is yet again peeking up through the floor
And I’m checking yet one more thing off my to do list when he walks through the door
Arms raised, triumphant, both body and spoken language
This can only mean one thing!
He bellows, silhouetted and triumphant
Let’s go
We have a standing arrangement, whereby if he’s able and interested in joining me, we sneak off for lunch together. Two years ago, I would do it once maybe every three weeks. It was decadent, and somehow, felt a bit wrong.
These days, I go for a hot bowl of spicy pho almost every day
Now it feels wrong when I don’t.
He messages the office, we wander over to the bikes, throw on our helmets,
And drift
With hot, slurpy noodles, and the richest of broth
on our minds.
You capture the endless to-do list and life of a teacher through carefully chosen details…and that sigh. I felt it. Good for you for taking those moments for yourself.
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Yes, the work is interminable. (I loved the part about the new unit and the brain’s preferences.)But your piece shows us you have colleagues/ friends who travel that path with you, describing these two with just a few strokes.
PS Erika sent me a message I want to also send to you- I’m finding I can’t comment as often as I want but I love reading your work, as always.
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I love how your writing captures the essence of people and experiences in such perfect word choices. I love how brief and yet revealing your exchange with Em and the backstory of a colleague warning her of your “proclivity” are. I also love the joy that’s expressed by both you and your lunch partner in your tradition.
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